Happy New Fears
“Get your shit together, get it all together, and put it in a backpack”
-Morty
Happy New Years, fears, and tears.
This last year was crazy and it’s over. That’s a fact. I don’t know if all the decisions made were right, or are going to lead to my most content atmosphere. Its over though and there’s only moving forward. I also have been reflecting on business. I can’t believe this years progress. I don’t think me a year ago would have been able to imagine that I’d already be working at the level of production I was able to. I am also setting my work goals for this next year much higher. I’ll probably come out with my goals in a later blog just because this weeks been crazy and I think I set too many and should focus in on a certain aspect.
Anyways, I am excited to look for new business opportunities in the next year and I’ll be looking to collaborate a lot more and put myself on bigger timelines to get content released. With this said I’m hoping to make some kind of video each week. No I will not be posting all of these. I just want to keep myself editing whether it’s a small personal clip or a short film, and so on. I hope to be making a lot more and telling more stories.
Fears
This last year I had some stable very lovely situations and some big time unstable day to day plans. I do have regrets on my actions, but overall I understood where I was at and saw I wasn’t the best for some of these situations in my actions. I’m not saying this to seem like i’m better or worse for my actions. I just want people to evaluate their situations and if they’re positive or could be better for their work environment and interpersonal relationships. I admit in 2019 I wish I could’ve be more for the people I was around, yes some specifically that I won’t mention. I let this be known because I’m heading into possibly my most turbulent year.
There’s a lot unknown and a lot I’m going to be starting with high risk. I miss my stability I had at times this year. Don’t get me wrong it’s exciting to be able to move around whenever I need, but yeah stability is nice. So I made some choices to set me up for these new “fears” and opportunities. I will be honest in saying that I have an immense pressure I’m putting on myself to do something with this time so I know It all wasn’t for nothing, but thats most people with most big decisions.
So, let’s get less serious now. 2020, I’m looking to shoot more, edit more, travel more, and hopefully come out of the year with some more money. I’m in Nevada now, and will look to be moving out of Nevada by the end of May. So, if anyone has some fun film projects or paid film projects or ideally something that’s both and they’re looking to start before summer, then I’m your guy. Also trying to do something crazy big, like some super difficult film project some good challenge.
Tears
2019 had to many, I want 2020 to have less.
You guys
Looking forward I have grown my reach immensely (because I started at with two of you lovely people) and this next year I want to get my range even further. Maybe even double or something crazy like seven times bigger. So thank you thank you thank you. Looking to have videos and my youtube channel this week and maybe i’ll get a couple people to watch those. Maybe I’ll even bribe some of you to watch. No not click bait, like a legit bribe. I’ll give you free muffins or something to watch. I think that’s a fair trade for watching a two minute video.
And i’m kind of over my rant for today. After writing about muffins I got hungry and want to go now. Thanks for listening and hey if you can somehow prove you’ve read all of my blogs I will personally bake you two blueberry muffins and deliver them. I hope everyone had a fun night last night, but let’s be creative in 2020. I’m just happy to be here in this new year and I hope you guys feel the same.